i'm in love with a criminal

2009-05-01T17:26:00.001+08:00

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2009-04-13T16:59:00.003+08:00

happy belated birthday to me.
wish myself all the best in everything i do.
wad the fuckkk..

lols.
yesterday went to vivo n watch fast and furious 4..
damn nice . ;D
ahaha.

but we didnt get popcorn. so sad right?
haix haix haix.
and nvr go eat bnj's ice cream.

but overall its great. at least the movie tticket was free. thx to yh.
hee ;D

but go vivo really damn sian
esp with guys.
den dey won wanna go to places i wann go. dey will go play arcade/ so shit larhh.
haix.
play basketball and soccer.
n i only can watch... zzz

but its okay.. at least got bay can alr.
see him act cool i oso shuang.

wa la..... today in sku... nth much happen..
but yh go beat tingyi.
hahaha. wtf.

plop. :D
13042009.

2009-03-16T08:55:00.002+08:00

im just confused.

its been only like less than 3 months.
but these three months seems like 2009 is over.
so many things happened.
my life have changed.
because ppl all change.
including me.
i become someone who don dare to speak up.
i should do something.
like say..
go straight to your face and shout what the fuck! i hate you!
and mean it.
i would feel better.
like i had done something for myself.

becos i actually feel bullied.
by uu.
and the rest just followed like a dog.
hey im not 17feb okay.
i mean. arnt we supposed to be together?
like we dont have any common thing to tok abt.
so we are going our seperate ways.
we used to be so close and everything but uu just drift away.

but i wont say its my fault when this happen.
becos uu are the one who started it.
i nvr ignore uu.
uu just give me the kind of look lik "hey im pms-ing here. so i'd tok to everyone else except for uu cos i just don feel like it"
and thats wad pissing me off.
and i will be like looking at uu but uu would treat me like invisible.
why are uu doing this?
pls don make yourself look like as if uu are bigger than me and i have to listen to uu
cos i dont.
uu are such a mama girl.
and uu can do nth abt it.
its not just running to her and getting advise.
uu are actually complaining.
and thats wad disgust me.
i mean why are uu so childish, behaving like a seven year old.
mommmy! she slap me and it really hurts. uu nvr slap me before and she slaps me. everyday!
oi. i child abuse uu arh?
mother fuck.
since uu like to whine and cry den go to a kindergarten larh.
oops i forgot uu hate children.
but ironically,m uu behave like one.

how stupid is that.
i;ve seem to make it clearer who the fuck im toking abt.
don have to point fingers ppl.
uu noe who uu are.

oh my god.
stop making yrself look so pathetic when uu are silently and indirectly bitching abt me.
ppl use to say.
eh wait.
they still say.
that i change uu or she change.
cos we are bitchy and thats why uu became just like us.
so we are lik the three bitches.
but hey. those ppl nvr tot that uu were like that even be4 we noe uu?

uu are like a bitchy person since she and i noe uu.
and when we bitch, if uu don wann, uu can shut up.
but uu didnt. uu just bitch along.
why?
becos its in uu.
its like a personality.
and if we really did change uu,
a person wont change themselves just becos ppl want them to.
its becos they want to.
so we r not to blame.

don ignore me and then tok to me and ignore me.
uu are giving me false hope that this terminal friendship may even recover.
fuck uu.
damn hard. cos i hate uu.

shrewssssssss. whoressssss.s slutssssssss. mofo.
and i feel like yr dog when i tok to uu.
uu like ppl to por uu arh?
im not yr friend.
cos i don wanna suck up to uu.
fucker.
suck up is for dogs.
telling uu all this is friend.
i wanna solve this problem thats why im stating this out.
not that i wannaend it all.
i think its not worht it.
im gping to tok to her to.
if im gonna die.
i don wann regrets.
i don wanna leave unfinished business behind.
i don wanna let all this shits just hang there.
i don wann uuu all to cry.

2009-03-12T20:48:00.003+08:00

KHIALYNN!

haha went to imm today.

just the 2 of us.

khialynn n xueyi.

its fun though.

hee hee.

its like we bought 12 cookies from subway.

so damn happy.

and i bot fbts too.

and a top from fox.

wa alot arhs.

plus we went shopping at daiso.

uu see.. we only intented to shop for khialynn's file.

but we ended up buying 2 huge boxes for our books.

2 stupid things (i dono wad its called) okay those red cones on her boobs in the pic up there.

and... seaweed! hee hee.

love their seaweeds to bits!

headed to the play ground.

and i just wanted to slide down the slide for fun.

after that, we ended up playing like 3 year olds.

damn fun.

obvly we like have no child hood.

hahah. and both of ofat asses can fit into the rocking thing.

hahah

omg lorr

we were really stupid tgt.

like ahah. siao derh.

den i went to find bay and gave him 2 cookies.

i left 4.

which i intend to give wenyi.

hee.

im like the best

i noe

and bay is so cute!

muacks;D

2009-03-12T20:09:00.002+08:00

lols
havent blogged
for years.
very busy larhh

oh my god.
i dread sku
its such a shit.
im always waiting for it to end so i can leave it immediately.

yesterday went to acjc for syf rehearsal
sian.
cat high was there.
and crothers kept prasing them.
D:

oh wells.
we will strive for the best!

i hope we can.
seriously.

more rehearsals to come.

oh my tians.

i hate sku.
but i love khia lynn.
;D

bye.

2009-02-25T17:27:00.002+08:00

nothing.

bye.

its like you suck and you don really noe it.

uu bitch abt ppl when uu say uu wont.
wad for?
own entertainment?
whoa!
i swear i think uu are damn cool man.
uu can live treating everything like that.

its all just a lie.
uu.
and everything else.

2009-02-24T08:16:00.002+08:00

well.
damn pissed.

i mean stop complaining,
if you don like the way we r treating uu now.
too bad

you have a freaking lil bit of prob?
tok to us and stop acting pity.

bitch!!!

2009-02-17T08:40:00.001+08:00

oh. damn uu are such a .
wadeva.

i mean, uu are like so .

shoo shoo.
or else or the lil xueyi in my body will go JIjijIjijIJijIJijIJi.

2009-02-13T20:44:00.003+08:00

back from camp!

so miss camp mans!

oh my goddd!

i love changi!

i love camelot!

i love aeroplanes!

i love khai!

i love cherly!

i love the dom!

i love the toilets we bathe in!

oh my god!

back from camp already.

and had my nice bath at baby's hse.

before heading home for the extra cleanliness.

smells great!

well...

its like so fun.

we have aeroplanes landing every like 1-10mins.

;D so we always get to do an aeroplane cheer.

oom-papa-aeya-aeyo

oom-papa-yo.

;D haha. *claps

the camp was so cool.

loves my instructors-- khai & cheryl.

;D *claps;

hehee. they are like the best manszxzsz.

although khai is a himbo and loves to lie.

and cheryl is sometimes abit tooo strict.

but are still deeply loved by XUEYI!

but there got too much sand already + the food sucks.

prepared by CHEEENAS!

omg!

but still ...

i still love camp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;D

three one rocks!

hee.

they call us 3/5

they call us 3/4

they call us triple science

they call us losers

that's not my name

they call us 3/2

they call us 3/3

they call us physics chem

they call us retards

that's not my name
that's not my name
that's not my name
that's not my name

are uu calling us 3/1

are uu calling us awesome

THEY CALL US 3/1!

2009-01-13T23:09:00.005+08:00

some very wadeva photos.
:D

jane n i. okay fine.

abit of my head. blah.

can uu see my bogay?!?

ahaha;D

im toothless.

me back facing uu cos i don wanna see yr face.!

suck up post-its sucking up to my boobs.

;Dit was so fun.

the orange thingy is supposed to be a nipple.

i look like ah ma with a huge bun.

but its stupid enyong's head!!!!!!!!!!

my table. with nice hot pink post its.

;D can uu read them?

yan shan's pathetic table.

okay her collection increased after the photo was taken.

shiat.

stupid ppl.

hahha. we missed the chicken kebab we ate in australia at factory outlet.

my god!!!!!!!!!!!!! so nice larhh.

so miss it. its the best meal i had.

told ya.

im a suck up but uu dont believe me.

shan we shades.

me with shades

weiying with shades

amyraa with shades.

who looks the best with shades?

do vote.

;D vote at my tagboard!!! ;D

vote for yanshan its SU-1

vote for xueyi its SU-2

vote for weiying its SU-3

vote for amyraa its SU-4.

vote!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hhahah.

winner gets money.

hehae.

done with the posts btw..

so im gonna go to slp now......

before my dark eye rings become worse.

ahah!

goodnite.

goodnite dear.

i wanna hug uu.

n kiss uu.

n hug uu to slp.

muacks.

:*
♥.

2009-01-13T22:30:00.008+08:00

fat cat.

suck up.

i just realised something.

i've always been doing something against the law

and i do it openly.

its like pointing middle is against law.

and you will kena fined.

like wth..

i nvr knew.

until today.

but do i look like freaking give a damn?

hahaa. so today turn out bad.

although i still got bread.

;D so i keep eating in class.

and stupid reece steal my bread.

he and mahadhir damn funny.

dey keep eating the bread under the table when we were doing some cdp stuff.

ahaha.

i must admit some of my class guys do stupid things.

but you wont hate them.

but i find the guy sitting in front of me irritating.

no not tian yi.

lols.

yea him.

a real suck up i tell uu.

keep answering the teacher's questions.

plus he likes to say out the maths answers when everyone is still like just starting on the question.

noisy. act cool oso buai cool.

and during chem lesson i actually was sleeping!!!!!!!!

can uu believe it?

miss tian's chem class leh!!!!!

it used to be so fun and interesting.

but...

im not sure what happened.

lol.

and i got my height and weight today.

cheebye.

im going for slimming courses already.

ahaha.

must sign up to slim down.

cos i got too much fats liao.

but i tried to comfort myself.

i told shan that we are heavier not because we are fat.

it is because WE HAVE BOOBS.

so for those losers who are like BOOBLESS.

haha, obviously you are lighter.

not slimmer.

so i guess my boobs. weigh more than a kilogram.

each side larh.

haha.

but lucky i still not overweight or wad.

heehee.

den stupid lau-lau ask us run like siao.

my stamina drop sibei jialat can.

i ran two rounds outside sku and took 10mins plus.

but i nvr walk leh.

wads wrong?

haix.

exercise xueyi.

fat liao. fat liao.

start sucking up to yr body. (?!?!?!?!?)

today's drama so sian.

other den the part be4 the director came.

lols.

melissa came back to see us.

den she played game with us.

hahah.

;D lols. its dumb but i still play larh.

for the sake of playing.

den i screamed alot.

until i got headache.

so wanna pon lorr.

;DDDDDD

but i good girl.

i noe i play important role.

without me they might as weell die..

so i decided to stay.

hahaha. lols.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bitched alot with jane and shan today.

got to catch up with jane..;D ahaha

SUCK UP!
lols.

got to bitched abt certain ppl.

so happy.

and went to eat chicken kebab at je pasarmalam.

heh hehe.

;D not bad not bad.

lols.

and i miss BABY.♥

i shall end here and post a picture post okay peeps?

ok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!;D

p/s: ponyo ponyo ponyo...

2009-01-12T22:19:00.003+08:00

suck up.
;D

me and shan came out with this super original phrase.
suck up.
anyone heard or seen using will therefore be sued as it is officially copyrighted.

;D
yanshan likes to say that i am a suck up.
cos i love answering the teachers' question.
;D
so we started saying suck up.
and pasting suck up post its on MY BREAST.
;D so i've seen ppl staring at my beautiful boobs.
baby, not to be jealous.

well.. so it turn out pretty nice.
suck up!;D
oh and today mrs ang was like choosing class com.
can uu believe i got nominated for vice chairman as well as secretary?!?!?!?
hit my boobs hard!

i cant believe it either.
(grabs my boobs and screams)
wad the fuck.
must be some losers who wrote down my name.
shows how popular i am huh?
;D
HHAHAHAHAH.
but i noe very well im not capable so im not chosen to be neither.
great!

and we have our own class mission statement.
its a secret but im telling everyone on my blog.

to be honest EVERYTIME,
to be respectful to EVERYONE,
and to strive to be even better EVERYDAY.

its like..
no one's gonna be fulfilling any of the mission.
1st-who doesnt lie?I LIED!
2nd-like we will respect teachers like deparati?!?!?
3rd-i do that. ;D strive to look even better everyday ;D
so... its quite err.. lame?
sorry. to who ever came out with this shiat.
if you can totally live up to it, i salute you.

and special grats to afiqq.
;Ddone me proud.
uu nvr disappoint me.
great job, ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
(suck up)

oh and i met this cute sec 1 guy.
he looks like a primary 1.
really.
so cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so wanna squeeze him.
arh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
danial from 1/7. ;D
im watching you.
he is so cute and he lives in woodlands. ;D
oh my god...
he can come over to my hse and have tea.:D
my mum could fetch him to sku.
;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
he is so darn kawaii!
the only thing i hate about him is that...
he wants to go band.
i will try to seduce him into drama. :D
ha. don worry.

lols! and nadiah said my hair looks like vanessa hudgens.
im like huh?!!?
fuck er?
lols.
so when i told ******, an extra by the side was like no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so she's trying to say i don look like vanessa.
hmmm. i noe i don.
i don wan to either.
but that doesnt mean uu are any nearer.
cos you are fucking ugly.
we both got bangs.
yours is truly disgusting.
and uu look like ahma with a wig.
ugly face and act cute personality.
at least ppl thinks i look like vanessa hudgens.
was abt you?patricia mok?
totally.
if you noe im toking abt uu, applause.
i dedicated this entire paragraph for you.
;D smile. live's gonna be better even if you arnt pretty.

today has been quite a hard day for me.
im tired yet blogging.
at this fucking hour.
maybe i shall end this post.
prolly coming back later.

;D;D;D

p/s: shd i be like you?
be a crazy shiat and wanna show it off?
or shd i ....
i think i'll ruin yr plan.
yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!;D

2009-01-09T23:50:00.004+08:00

bored.

today went to baby's hse.

oh my god..

ahahaa.

when i was abt to leave i cant find my shoes.

!!!!!!!!!!

den i searched for them.

den i found one.

so i ask jacky's mum whr's my shoe.

den she shouted.

AHHHHHHHHHH!

(?????)

lols!

she wanted to wash ahbi's shoe.

but instead of washing his,

she washed one of mine and one of his.

lols.

so i got this kuku wet shoe.

hahaa. lols.

she say she just woke up so she very blurr.

lols. lucky tomoro no sku.

so im quite fortunate.

if not i die liao larr

wear wett shoe.

ahaha.

den later the socks like stinkier than stink bomb.

haix.

and baby's slping was fast asleep with tigggu.

so i gave him a goodbye kiss before leaving.

awww~

he looks so cute!

i miss him now.

badly.

my dear ite boy.

p/s:random but...this year's sec1 no chio bu.

however, if you think you are "chio" please let me noe

i wanna laugh at you.

2009-01-09T19:54:00.004+08:00

aww..

sku reopened for more den a week alr.

im beginning to hearts my dear 3/1

but the stupid class so many guys.
ahahah.

today stupid reece spray nadiah's perfume.

den deparati say no cosmetic allowed so she confiscated the botttle.

sad.

all i can say is that its reece's fault.

blah. create trouble only...

ahahhahaha!

after sku baby came to fetch me.

so went home ;D

today no cca cos stupid lorr got sec1 audition

;D cant wait to see those morons coming in.

hope they wont get those attitude ones.

disgusting shiats.

haha. den can bully dem.

dey will die after syf i tell uu.

oh and i've always wanted to say this.

i hate ppl who claims that they love spongebob and they are spongebob's fans.

just because he is cute?

just because he is a sponge in bikinni bottom?

heeloo?

do u even watch his cartoon?

i hate ppl who say wad they love patrick star cos he is pink and that they love pink so they love him.

oh please!

come on larh.

like i said if you dont watch their cartoon dont count yrselves as fans.

uu have no rights to like them.

cos uu don noe their jokes.

i bet most of uu dono that the funniest character is NOT spongebob.

it is SQUIDWART.
please larh ppl.

dono don act lorr.

uu only like the cutest faces.

wad abt mr krabs? n pearl? n sandy? n mrs puff?

n plankton? n those extra fishes? n mr krabs' mum n spongebob n patrick's family members.

i bet uu might not seen some of these characters.

so don be disgusting and say uu love spongebob.

same goes to elmo.

uu mean uu watch sesame street like me?

fake.

haix.
don wanna say liaos.

hates morons.......................

spongebob is cute.

2009-01-03T20:00:00.031+08:00

oh yea!
back to bloggg.
;D

ahaha! 31st dec.
went out with baby.
haha.
meet him at 2 plus.
its so late cos some moron lorr.
wake up damn late.

bused to zoo!
haha. den th ticket queue si bei long lorr.
somemore the sunny weather suddenly started to pour.
damn.
we tot that the kuku rain will stop de lorr.
but nvr so i bought an umbrella for $12!
stupid.

crap larh.
den we went to see the otters.
den the white tigers.
and den the baboons.
;D(baby's family member)
ahaha!
the otters so cute lorr ;DDDDDDD

oh and we walk less den 10 steps right..
den rain stop liao.
fuck.
waste money.

and we brought along potato chips.
went to a little shelter to slack before continuing.
and hor...
stupid zoo map.
wrong derh larr.
totally.
walk here walk there oso cannot see the penguins.
haix.

den went to eat at kfc.
wa like finally we walk until there lorr.
my legs gonna break liaos.
stupid ahaha.

after zoo, we trained to town.
went to walk walk walk .
legs sore sore sore.
den went to starbucks slack.
;DDDDDDDDDDD

after slacking den we trained to marina.
wanted to countdown there.
see fire works.
;D

but there loads of ppl can.
sian diao.
den we went to esplanade.
camwhore a while.

den we went out to find a spot
to see fireworks.
in the end...
we sat at a ooloo spot waiting for the time to come.
but i wait too long alr.
and we got nth to do ther.
so trained to jurong to find ahbi.

and can uu imagine we actually count down in the MRT?!?!?

photos.

baby and king. both born in 1992. ;D

a cute brown horse.

we were at this hse full of fake ppl. ;D

fake woman.

fake man.

fake ah ma.

don really dare to sit side by side with her.

ahhhh! cockroach. but not as big as the one in sydney.

he peeps.

baby and ah ma.

like couple marh?

at kfc... ;D

ahhahaah. we were camwhoring

den we did the same pose without telling each other.

shows how close our hearts together.

i love this pic. ;DDDDDDDD

he say his eyes are bigger.

so we took a photo where we purposely force our eyes to the biggest.

so whose bigger?

so sweet of him...

;DDDDDDDDDDDDD

believe it or not. but he actually got shiny nails.

like me.

digusting bitch.

lols..

baby's cap. ;D

leopard.

the lion which is damn ugly.

and he is obvly used to being in the zoo.

he poses for pictures.

crazy and vain.

giraffe

meer cats.

ooh. smeellly zebra.!!!!

the slacker shelter.

actually i uploaded a pic of kangaroos.

but deleted it accidentally just now.

lazy to post it back.

so too back.

just imagine they are behind the jeep.

yea. uu are right. they are baboons.

we saw a grp playing catching and all of them fell iinto the water.

ouch!

a cute baby.

she just dont wanna look at me.

the komodo dragon.

the human.or monkey?

white tigers.

haix.

den hor my day just ended very soon.

bathed at baby's hse before going back.

and now its like sku reopen liao.

cant belief i sec 3.

i hope i can be sec 2 forever.

i think the best level to be should be sec2.

uu are not too young, neither are you too old.

now.... im like a lao ah ma liaoo.

2008-12-31T00:56:00.005+08:00

ahahaha. last day of the year already.

i've got something to tell uu.

alot of people dont like me.that's okay.the more haters the merrier.but if
you dont like me,i have something to say to you.kiss my ass;and dont just
kiss
my ass.eat my good old cornhole.that's right.kiss my ass and while
you
are at
it,eat my cornhole(blinks eyes 6 times).you heard me.if
you
dont like
me(getting
aggressive)kiss the cheeks(both hands
grabs
butt)eat the
cornhole.and eat it
good.EAT MY CORNHOLE YOU
WHORE!EAT IT!

ahaha. chris crocker! to the max yo. classic.
lols.
want some vid?
nah. maybe just one.

2008-12-30T22:44:00.003+08:00

im sorry the pic is so ugly.
bear with it.
ahahaha.
look at other posts with better photos.

awwww. sad
i dye my hair brown.
D:
no more highlights.
siannnnnn.

and i cut bangs.
ya
i noe
like...
AGAIN?!?!?!?!?!?
siao derh.
shdn't have cut.
but if i don cut
i would die die oso wanna cut.

i always regret doing things.
sad

and life's gonna get better cos im going to the singapore zoological gardens tomoro.
like finally.
after billion years.
den i think i dono whr to go alr.
marina bay maybe?
hmmmms.
wanna see me?
call me.
i'll tell uu whr i am and uu come find me.
;DDDDDDDDDDD

and omg AFIQ UU ARE SO DUPID.
lols.
such a sissy gay guy hu goes arnd flirting with young girls,
asking them out like no bodie's business.
shame on uu! afiq.
yr mama shd give uu a good timeout.
lol.

omg.
im so bored.
and if uu realise..
i haven been toking abt wonky.
now i shall tell uu.
wonky is damn cute

uu wann techno?
hahah i loveeee this phrase.
uu wann techno in the toilet?
or uu want techno in the handicap toilet?

have a good laugh.

and shut up already.

2008-12-30T21:45:00.003+08:00

haha.

so hungry now.
im gonna post this conversation i had with this digusting guy which happens to be my brother.

x: says:
hello
❤uu want techno? says:
are uu using laptop???????????
x: says:
YES!!!!
x: says:
hahaha
❤uu want techno? says:
oi!
❤uu want techno? says:
den nvr let me use
❤uu want techno? says:
uu die i tell uu.
❤uu want techno? says:
if i at home i will take it n throw
x: says:
where are you
❤uu want techno? says:
wenyi's hse
x: says:
bleh
x: says:
tigger tigger
❤uu want techno? says:
eh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
❤uu want techno? says:
whr is it?
x: says:
out of the window
❤uu want techno? says:
oi.
❤uu want techno? says:
uu very wad leh
❤uu want techno? says:
i take yr green bean bag n throw oso
x: says:
why would i wanna play with your tigger?
x: says:
lame
❤uu want techno? says:
uu like it cos its soft.
❤uu want techno? says:
n cute
❤uu want techno? says:
n its mouth can open
❤uu want techno? says:
lol
x: says:
my mouth can open too
x: says:
AHHH
❤uu want techno? says:
=.=
❤uu want techno? says:
ya n it stinks
❤uu want techno? says:
stink bomb!
x: says:
FAT
❤uu want techno? says:
sorry lorr its phat. pretty hot and tempting
❤uu want techno? says:
i noe uu jealous.
❤uu want techno? says:
im not like yr gf.
❤uu want techno? says:
short fat short n damn ugly
❤uu want techno? says:
hahhahahahah!
x: says:
hey go play pet society on facebook
x: says:
search pet society
❤uu want techno? says:
=.=
❤uu want techno? says:
why are uu so lame...............................
x: says:
SHH I'm BUSY
❤uu want techno? says:
with yr pet?

his name is some long chinese characters that failed to appear. D:
okay.
he doesnt have any gf cos he's gay
HA joke.
lols.

2008-12-30T20:22:00.002+08:00

yipee! got back my green hairband.
thanks god they found it.
this hairband got memories derh okayss
i bought it when i went out with KASEY TEO light years ago.
so long that i couldnt rmb when.
its green cos i was wearing a green dress that day.
lol.
and i bought at jp,ilt.

hee.still rmb lorh.
OI KASEY TEO.
SEE HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU?
I RMB THINGS I DID WITH YOU OKAY~

lol
and today is tuesday.
9.30pm got my favourite show on suria.
i noe its weird i watch suria
too bad folks
its true.
but i shall watch it at 10.
cos got xiao niang re.

and dont uu think now adays the nonya like boring boring derh.
lols. i don have the mood to watch liao
now right even when its not comercial break i will oso walk away from my teevee.
that's how boring.

haix.
and after watching teevee programmes everyday.
i kinda think i feel sorry for bad guys in shows.
ppl like me.. who watches teevee round the clock will curse those bad ppl.

but then again...
what happens if its real life
and UU ARE THE BAD GUY.

ha.

i believe that im bad.
and that in reality, im very bad
i love to bitch about ppl like MAISARAH.
cos she's just too ugly.
and of cos.. many more
(tell me if you wan me to hate you)
but when things happen like fights and quarrel..
who dont see themselves as the victim?
you mean uu would admit that you are the one who is totally to blame?
that's becos uu are dumb.

as for ppl like me..
i choose to remain silent.
waiting for the other party to apologize.
even when sometimes
i know its totally my fault.

but i dont blame myself OFTEN.
i just tell myself is not right but sooner or later
history repeats itself

but...
hello?
noone's perfect.
unless you are a square.

get my joke?

haha perfect square?
oh.
wad's a square?
its this four sided figure.
it has four equal sides.
and there are more properties that im lazy to name.
if i were to, i might as wel publish a maths text.

okay...
enough of crap already.
after all...
although i pity bad guys..
if they die...

i will clap.

2008-12-29T15:35:00.002+08:00

WOMANIZER
Superstar,
Where you from? How's it going?
I know you, gotta clue what you're doing
You can play brand new to all the other chicks out here
But I know what you are, what you are baby

Look at you,
Gettin' more than just a re-up
Baby you,
Got all the puppets with their strings up
Fakin' like a good one, but I call 'em like I see 'em
I know what you are, what you are baby

Womanizer, woman-womanizer
You're a womanizer
Oh womanizer,
Oh you're a womanizer baby
You, you, you are
You, you, you are Womanizer, womanizer, womanizer (Womanizer)

Boy don't try to front,
I-I know just, just what you are-are-are
Boy don't try to front,
I-I know just, just what you are-are-are

You got me goin',
You're oh so charming
But I can't do it,
You womanizer

Boy don't try to front,
I-I know just, just what you are-are-are
Boy don't try to front,
I-I know just, just what you are-are-are

You say I'm crazy,
I got you crazy
You're nothing
but a womanizer

Daddy-O,
You got the swagger of a champion
Too bad for you,
You just can't find the right companion
I guess when you have one too many,
Makes it hard, it could be easy
Who you are, that's just who you are baby

Lollipop,
Must mistake me, as a sucker
To think that I,
Would be a victim of another
Say it, play it how you wanna
But no way, I'm never gonna fall for you, never you baby

Womanizer, woman-womanizer
You're a womanizer
Oh womanizer,
Oh you're a womanizer baby
You, you, you are
You, you, you are Womanizer, womanizer, womanizer (Womanizer)

Boy don't try to front,
I-I know just, just what you are-are-are
Boy don't try to front,
I-I know just, just what you are-are-are

You got me goin',
You're oh so charming
But I can't do it,
You womanizer

Boy don't try to front,
I-I know just, just what you are-are-are
Boy don't try to front,
I-I know just, just what you are-are-are

You say I'm crazy,
I got you crazy
You're nothing
but a womanizer

Maybe if we both lived in a different world, yeah
(Womanizer, womanizer, womanizer, womanizer)
It would be all good,
And maybe I could be your girl
But I can't, 'cause we don't,
You...

Womanizer, woman-womanizer
You're a womanizer
Oh womanizer,
Oh you're a womanizer baby
You, you, you are
You, you, you are
Womanizer, womanizer, womanizer (Womanizer)

Boy don't try to front,
I-I know just, just what you are-are-are
Boy don't try to front,
I-I know just, just what you are-are-are

You got me goin',
You're oh so charming
But I can't do it,
You womanizer

Boy don't try to front,
I-I know just, just what you are-are-are
Boy don't try to front,
I-I know just, just what you are-are-are

You say I'm crazy,
I got you crazy
You're nothing
but a womanizer

Boy don't try to front,
I-I know just, just what you are-are-are
Boy don't try to front,
I-I know just, just what you are-are-are

Womanizer, woman-womanizer
You're a womanizer
Oh womanizer,
Oh you're a womanizer baby

IF YOU SEEK AMY
La, la, la, la-la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la-la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la-la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la-la, la, la, la

Oh baby, baby, have you seen Amy tonight?
Is she in the bathroom, is she smokin' up outside? (Oh!)
Oh baby, baby, does she take a piece of lime
For the drink that I'mma buy her, do you know just what she likes? (Oh!)

Oh (Oh)
Tell me have you seen her, cause I'm so (Oh)
I can't get her off of my brain
I just wanna go, to the party she gon' go
Can't somebody take me home?
Haha, hehe, haha, ho

Love me, hate me
Say what you want about me
But all of the boys and all of the girls
Are begging to if you seek Amy

Love me, hate me
But can't you see what I see?
All of the boys and all of the girls
Are begging to if you seek Amy

(Love me, hate me) La, la, la, la-la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la-la, la, la, la

Amy told me that she's gonna meet me up
I don't know where or when and now they're closin' up the club (Oh!)
I've seen her once or twice before she knows my face
But it's hard to see with all the people standin' in the way (Oh!)

Oh (Oh)
Tell me have you seen her, cause I'm so (Oh)
I can't get her off of my brain
I just wanna go, to the party she gon' go
Can't somebody take me home?
Haha, hehe, haha, ho

Love me, hate me
Say what you want about me
But all of the boys and all of the girls
Are begging to if you seek Amy

Love me, hate me
But can't you see what I see?
All of the boys and all of the girls
Are begging to if you seek Amy

(Love me, hate me) Ohhhh, say what you want about me
Ohhhh, but can't you see what I see?
(Love me, hate me) Yeahh, say what you want about me
(La, la, la, la-la, la, la, la)

So tell me if you see her
(Let me know what she was wearing and what she was like)
Cause I've been waiting here forever
(Let me know where she was going I don't mind)

Oh baby, baby, if you seek Amy tonight (Oh!)
Oh baby, baby, we'll do whatever you'll like
Oh baby, baby, baby
Oh baby, baby, baby...

La, la, la, la-la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la-la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la-la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la-la, la, la, la

Love me, hate me
Say what you want about me
But all of the boys and all of the girls
Are begging to if you seek Amy

Love me, hate me
But can't you see what I see?
All of the boys and all of the girls
Are begging to if you seek Amy

Love me, hate me
Say what you want about me (Yeaaaah)
(La, la, la, la-la, la, la, la) (Yeah)

Love me, hate me
But can't you see what I see?
All of the boys and all of the girls
Are begging to if you seek Amy

(Love me, hate me) Ohhhh, say what you want about me
Ohhhh, but can't you see what I see?(Love me, hate me)
Yeahh, say what you want about me

All of the boys and all of the girls
Are begging to if you seek Amy

lyrics of two britney's songs.
rock it baby.
;D

2008-12-29T14:39:00.004+08:00

oh great.

a few more days til sku reopens.

and that's very shit.

cos uu noee..

there wil sooon be tons of homework and stuffs.

and i cant slack already.

cos honey moon is over.

im no longer an idiotic/retarded sec 1 girl.

im old
im 15.

in 4months time.

hmmm.

how sad is that again?

ya.

so uu see....

and less shopping.

less time to spend with baby.

hope not..

oh and i've got more pics.

or maybe just one pic. of baby.

that i tihnk is cute.

let's show it..

when we were waiting for the food to come.
he poses.

POSER.

hahhaha.

and i bought that shirt!
;D

jealous?

hahahahahhahaha.

yesterday i went to causeway point.

alone..

bought baby's christmas present.

i got him a necklace from 77th street.

it has the number 1.

;DDD and its that kind of bling bling derh...

haahahaha.

he loves bling bling.

and actually i bought him a tiger too.

but after spending a few nights with the tiger, i grew feelings for it.

i fell in love with it pratically.

so yesterday... i went to get another smae one for him.

hahaha.

i name them tiggie(the 1st one)

and tiggu(the 2nd one)

here's a pic. ;D

baby's baby.

can uu see the necklace on tiggu?

that is it.

;D;D;D

okay. i'll stop here.

bye~~

2008-12-25T15:44:00.005+08:00

the pics we took.
i love uu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahah. merry christmas.
hohoho!

muackssssss

keep holding on.

cute fellow.

another muacks.

the stare..

sweet.

whoa sperm!

brothersss.

ahbi's christmaas tree.

hahahha.

omg. we had fun...

should have taken a pic of ahbi sleeping.

confirm funny derh. lols.

hahah..

enjoyy.

more in friendster..;DDD

2008-12-25T15:03:00.006+08:00

yesterday was christmas eve.

yea!!

oh babay.

haha. went out with my darling baby.to celebrate christmas!

oh my godddd!

and today is christmas.

merry christmas. no presents.

lols.

so went to look for baby.

den he gave me my present.

;D;D;D its an elmo cushion.

ordered baby to hug it so got smell.;D

lol.

den we headed to vivo.

sianxxxzxzxzxcxzx.

omg. so many ppl.

somemore my eyes like blur.

see colourful thgs around me, walking.

went to eat.

thai express.;D
baby keep eating my curry chicken.

idiot.pig.

lols.

haha.

den went to buy movie tickets.

wa lau...

so many ppl.

twilight sold out,yes man oso,bedtime story oso.

so watch australia lorr.

;D.

from 8.15 we watch til 11+.

stupid lorr.

so long.

but its very nice larh.

seriously.

heheh. baby and i wanted to sneak out again like last time.

but too nice alr.

so we continued to sit there.

lols.

den meet dearrr wenyi ;DDDD

went to the top there.

wanted to countdown.

so little ppl.

everyone go home liao.

we take photos until we forget to CD.

but everyone else oso nvr count.

sian..

so it was christmas!

haha.

trained to JE.

den went to meet ahbi they all.

oh my god.

;D
we slack slack until 3+ den go home.

reach home tok tok tok tok tok until i knock out.

yea.

and now im blogging.

mum want to go causeway pt with me.

i hope i can buy thgs.

;D
:D

haha. baby.. i love uu. ;DDDDDDDDD muacks.

2008-12-25T13:53:00.002+08:00

oh no!
xueyi is officially broke ppl.
no more money!
come on.
gimme some cash so i can buy stuff.
bleah.
i bought new stuffs.
but i not happy.
not happy enough.
i want more.
;DDD
thanks. i noe im greedy.
life's so boring.
dont uu wish to get more money everyday uu wake up.
i wish i drop my tooth everyday(but must grow new ones larh)
den i put under my pillow and wait for tooth fairy to come.
den she will gimme money.
hope that one tooth cos one million.
wah den i fa da alr.
;DD:DD
wakakawakkaa

ok bye. i go pluck my teeth.;D

2008-12-19T14:08:00.005+08:00

yohoo. lovelios!
hee. ;D

i can be your sweet baby. ;D
now see im mami and that makes you papi and that makes us lovey.

;)
im currently in a place that's fucking ass noisy.
someone shut his mouth up.
or maybe gimme ear plugs.
or shd i increase the vol of the music player?

damn little people.
seriously.

chaos.
T.T

.
.
.
.
.
.

能不能给我一首歌的时间

sian...

oh yea. yesterday's american next top model.
whoa
hates dominique.
lol.
i mean she's really a BIATCH.
loves whitney.
although i dont pretty much favour those plus size modes.
but she's great no?
hehs.

im so bored.
going to surf net.
;DDDD

2008-12-17T14:57:00.002+08:00

yea, old boring aussie pics.

but i promised to post pics.

which i didnt.

oops.

and now adays i nvr do much so im rather bored.

but still happy abt britney's new album!

i love womanizer. ;DDDDDDD

everyone love it...

no?

and of cos ...

if you seek amy.

classic.

haha.

LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA

;D perfect song for me to listen while bathing.

yea. lols. sounds.... haha yea.

im listening to BS's songs now...

hehhh nice. ;D

love me hate me say what you want about me.

okays. ttyl. ;)

2008-12-10T17:09:00.002+08:00

i cant compare to games.

la.la.la.la.la.la.la.la.la.la.
fuck uu chao neh neh.
i just feel that i have to blog today.
if not i will die.
lol.

com'on. christmas is coming
whr's my ultra super bigg elmo?
D;

uu noee sometimes.
things need to be said.
so that the oother person will feel happy.
so...
why cant uu just fucking tell me?!?!?
chee bong.
chao chee chee.
neh neh lobsided.

and i bought new contact lens for sku......
so im very happy.
;D
its brownnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
grey is very obvious.
D;
cannot....
later rafeek see then catch me again.
D;
so...... i bought brown.
the auntie say it looks like black derh.
;D
yay...

look out for my charming eyes when sku reopens.

lols.
and wonky say my blog loads vulgarities
who cares lorr.
seriously ....
do uu care?
fuck uu larh na bei.
lols.

alot vulgar meehhhhhh....

hee.
bye.
and

p/s:i've finally got uu out of my mind.sorry.

2008-12-04T11:58:00.002+08:00

love yo!
is everyone wondering whose's wonky?
HE IS ..
(drumrolls)
my new guy!
i found a new love.
seriously.
he is so cute
not like jacky.
so who cares abt jacky ong anyway..
some shit.
wonky wonky i love litttle wonky. ;DD

i am so happy.
wonky is back.
he just kiss me
sorry peeps.
im not dreaming.
its real...........

wonky wonky wonky.
okayy.
goodbye loves
going to see my baby wonky. ;D

2008-12-02T17:15:00.002+08:00

aussie yo!

back from sydney,australia.
yea.
its funn larhh.
but if there is more things to play, more things to shop
i will love it!!!!
heheheh ;D

wadeva larhh
now that im back.
i bot quite a few things.
but i regretted.
cos i didnt buy enough.
bleah.

but to aussies
seriously..
we are singaporeans.
and we know ENGLISH.
uu noee...
we are not dumb.
so dont look down on ppl.
idiots.

i took alot of pics.
but im in no mood to upload alr.
maybe tomoro..
or the day after.
cos WONKY don let me use the com.
idiot wonky.
if he let me use abit earlier...
i can upload derh lorh.
he is such a fucking bitch.

anyways.
i love the weather there.
very nice ;DD
i think we all love the weather larhh.
its so windy ;DDDDDD

but if uu don apply sunblock..
your skin just die.
with out lip balm its the same
without moisturiser.....
uu might as well don go out.

lols.
im toking crap.
oh.. and the food sucks

ok. i shall stop here now becos wonky's brother wans the com.
bye love.

2008-11-09T00:46:00.006+08:00

stupid photos.

heh...

2008-11-08T20:48:00.004+08:00

dead yo!

im a crazy blogger.

heh.

i just keep blogging non stop when i can.

hahas.

driving myself crazy.

lols.

and i think that i should just top up my phone alr.

the balance is rather low ya.

hehs.

wanna call someone to tok oso hard.

i mean.. the balance is enough but i don feel like calling.

i dono wad im talking abt

and i seriously hate my life.

little freedom.

and i wanna get a life.

tell me whr can i get one.

haix. im just a fat lil girl living in the world for nothing.

since there's like no life

not at all.

and i cant help but think im really not worth it here.

on earth.

its a waste of space and all.

but im willing to try harder to make full use of this life

before i die

i remember during drama yesterday.

joanne ask us do we fear death.

i raised my hand.

im seriously afraid.

its like..

how can i die.

when i haven finish all the things i really wanna do.

like.

marry jacky ong

go out with jacky everyday

go for a shopping spree

go australia with drama

live in a big bungalow with jacky ong in singapore

buy many branded bags

be a tai tai

go to a JC

go to a UNIVERSITY IN SINGAPORE

be prettier

be skinnier

drink starbucks everyday(so ironic)

kill whole the teeachers in school

kill that black clerk working in the general office

be very rich

have 2 children after i get married

be with jacky ong jie wei forever

grow taller

be a model

be famous

go tour the whole world

and many more larhh.

i wont wanna die so early....

lols and this is the lyrics of a korean song, translated

it's impossible to understand what's going through a guy's heart

you told me that you wanted me and now that i've given you everything, you tell me you're leaving

you told me that it was the first time you felt this way, and said that i was speacial

i believed you...and it was my happiness

you should have told me that your feelings had faded

i had no idea, and i continued to depend on you

although i say i hate you now,i'll be missing you

because i'm a girl, to whom love is everything

they say that when you give a guy all he wants he quickly gets bored

and now i know that's the truth

and although i tell myself, i'll never be tricked by love again

i fall in love and my heart is broken again

you should have told me that your feelings had faded

i had no idea and i continued to depend on you

although i say i hate you now, i'll be missing you

because i'm a girl, to whom love is everything

please dont break the hearts of girls, who'll do anything for love

i didnt know that living this life while being loved would be so hard

its a nice song and the vid is real touching

although the ending twist was expected.

lols

go try listening to the song! ;D

2008-11-08T18:28:00.002+08:00

ESFP - The "Entertainer"

E-extraverted
S-sensing
F-feeling
P-perceiving

"For the ESFP, the entire world is a stage. They love to be the center of attention and perform for people. They're constantly putting on a show for others to entertain them and make them happy. They enjoy stimulating other people's senses, and are extremely good at it. They would love nothing more than for life to be a continual party, in which they play the role of the fun-loving host."

"They love the excitement of playing to an audience, and they try to generate a sense of "showtime" wherever they are. Performers are not comfortable being alone most of the time..."

"outgoing, social, group oriented, dislikes science fiction, does not like to be alone"

"ESFP like action and excitement, and are able to link together people and resources. Because they accept and deal with people as they are, they are able to understand what is necessary in order to motivate them to get jobs done. They prefer a work setting that is lively, action oriented, and harmonious."

"The dominant function of ESFPs (Extraverted Sensing) is concerned with the reality that is perceived through the senses. This type's prime directive is to examine the tangible through taste, touch, sight, feeling and hearing. ESFPs' need for new experiences surely results from this function."

like something so chim.

i obvioucsly didnt type that.

copied and paste here from a webbie.

okay.

uu noe im like who in the real and fiction world.

i'll tell uu.

non-fiction:

Elvis Presley - singer/musician, actor

fiction:

Homer Simpson - The Simpsons

like wow. BIG BIG difference.

lols.

i don wanna be like that BEER DRINKING FAT AMERICAN.

but he is cute.;D

lols.and there are more to come!

my personality-relationship with people. ;D

ESFPs are fun and delightful to be with. They live for the moment, and know how to make the most of each moment. They are genuinely, warmly interested in people, and love to make others happy. They're usually very kind-hearted and generous, and are always going out of their way to do something nice for someone. Their affection is simple, straight-forward and honest. They dislike theory and complexities. They often resist forming relationships which require them to function on a high Intuitive or Thinking level. They prefer for things to be light and happy, although their warmth and affection runs deep. Their potential downfall is the tendency to live entirely for the present moment, and therefore to sometimes be unaware of the direction that their relationship is heading, or to be easily distracted from long-term commitments.

ESFP Strengths

Enthusiastic and fun-loving, they make everything enjoyable
Clever, witty, direct, and popular, people are drawn towards them
Earthy and sensual
Down to earth and practical, able to take care of daily needs
Artistic and creative, they're likely to have attractive homes
Flexible and diverse, they "go with the flow" extremely well
They can leave bad relationships, although it's not easy
Try to make the most of every moment
Generous and warm-hearted

ESFP Weaknesses

May be frivolous and risky with money
Tend to be materialistic
Extreme dislike of criticism, likely to take things extremely personally
Likely to ignore or escape conflict situations rather than face them
Lifelong commitments may be a struggle for them - they take things one day at a time
Don't pay enough attention to their own needs
Tendency to neglect their health, or even abuse their bodies
Always excited by something new, they may change partners frequently

ESFPs as Friends

ESFPs are highly enthusiastic and effervescent. They are usually very popular, because people are naturally drawn towards them. They get such genuine delight and enjoyment from experiences which they encounter in life, and they love nothing better than to draw a crowd of people along with them for the sheer fun of it. ESFPs try to turn every day into a party, and they're usually successful at doing so.
ESFPs are highly valued for their ability to have a good time, and for their genuine warmth and interest towards people. They are extremely in tune with their five senses, and may be prone to overload them with too much alcohol, food, or drugs. They get along with all sorts of people, although they're not interested in spending time with people who they find boring, or who expect the ESFP to communicate with them on an Intuitive or Thinking level. Some people may disapprove of the ESFP's fun-oriented lifestyle. Others may be put off by their very stright-forward and blunt speaking style. The ESFP is likely to especially enjoy spending time with other Extraverts who have the Feeling preference, although they may have a special place in their hearts for people of any preference.

ESFPs as Lovers

ESFPs embrace their love relationships in a Big way - similar to the way they approach their lives in general. They love to be in love, and will try to make the most of each moment. They take things on a day-by-day basis, and are uncomfortable thinking too much about the future, or making plans far in advance. For this reason, ESFPs are not natural long-term commitment people. They may feel tremendously committed on a day-by-day basis, but they do not naturally plan for their futures.
This commitment issue is a potential pitfall for the ESFP. Many people of this type overcome this potential weakness, and become involved in truly satisfying, lifelong relationships. Others do not address this weakness, and move from relationship to relationship without forming real commitments, convincing themselves that this is what they truly want.
Sexually, the ESFP is a very earthy and sensual individual who seeks and enjoys intimate contact with their partners. Living in the here-and-now, they throughly embrace and enjoy the experience with all five senses. They are generous and warm, and highly interested in making their partners happy.
ESFPs tend to be materialistic, and somewhat caught up in "what others think" of them. They should take care that this doesn't interfere with their personal relationships, since many of the others types will not be able to relate to their perspectives on these matters.
ESFPs do not handle conflict well at all. They take any sort of criticism very personally, and consider it to be a general indictment of their character. They may react with anger and harsh words which they would later like to take back. ESFPs would do themselves a favor if they would come to realize that criticism can be looked at constructively, rather than destructively. If they can hear criticism without feeling personally threatened, the ESFP will have come a very long way towards greatly improving the strength and health of their relationships.
ESFPs are extremely literal and concrete when communicating. They say things in a very direct, abrupt manner, and can sometimes even unintentionally seem quite harsh. They like things to be communicated to them in a similar, concrete fashion. They dislike theory and abstraction, and will frequently misunderstand the jist of a communication if it is not communicated in a factual, present-tense manner. Discussions regarding the future or the past are not the ESFP's strong suit, and in fact they're likely to miscontrue future-looking statements as something that needs immediate attention. When they discover that the discussion is not regarding an immediate concern, they become disinterested.
ESFPs are in general very warm and giving people, with simple needs and demands from their partners. They just want to be happy, and want to bring happiness to others. They are energetic and popular individuals who will liven up the social life of the couple, and keep many new experiences on the horizon.
Although two well-developed individuals of any type can enjoy a healthy relationship, ESFP's natural partner is the ISTJ, or the ISFJ. ESFP's dominant Extraverted Sensing function is best matched with a personality that is dominated by Introverted

Sensing.

hmmmm. overall.

i think its quite true larhh.

abit freaky. hahah.

;D.

hahahaha.

"To love means to open ourselves to the negative as well as the positive -
to grief, sorrow, and disappointment as well as to joy, fulfillment, and an
intensity of consciousness we did not know was possible before." -- Rollo May

2008-11-08T17:46:00.002+08:00

kuku yo!

today its so boring.
cos i planned to go shopping.
but yea.

it didnt happen.
obviously.
damn it.

so i slpt.
and i dont really noe wad time i woke up.
like seriously.
after i woke up right.
i didnt brush my teeth.

so i walk around the house with my stinky breath and empty tummy.
so hungry.
since i got nothing better to do...
i painted my nails.
;D
but it was ugly pink.
so it was removed.

i will paint BLACK again.
if i manage to find that fucking bottle of black varnish.
haix.

i finally brushed my teeth at 3++pm.
;D
nice breath.
HARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~(breathing out.)

went to mac to take away 3 mcspicy upsize meal with wenyi.
;D
and becos of the fatigue.
we were effing despo for fries.
so we kept eating on the way home.

and we saw this ah ma playing badminton at the playground.
so cute.
;D COOL AHMA
hehs... heres some pictures

can uu see the ah ma?
haha i took the pics from the void deck.
cos i didnt wanna be spotted.
hahaha.
she's so cute!!!!!!!!
we are like damn stalkers.
i know.
;D
hahha.

mcspicy is so delicious.
;D
yum yum!
hehs.
so im fucking full alr.
cant tahan anymore stuffs.
omg. my fat fat body may explode any minute now.
D:
lols.
hehes.

oh. and i wanna blog out this conversation.
me & zhixiang.
cos he say im chio!!!!!!;D:D:D:D:D:D:D
so happy.
im on clouddd ziilllliiiiioooon!!!
;D

❤ yea.thats me in the display pic. i cut my hair. xp says:
look!

❤ yea.thats me in the display pic. i cut my hair. xp says:
i cut short hair

❤ yea.thats me in the display pic. i cut my hair. xp says:
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

ZhiXiang (Online) says:
lol

❤ yea.thats me in the display pic. i cut my hair. xp says:
nice rite.

❤ yea.thats me in the display pic. i cut my hair. xp says:
;DDDDDDDDDDDDDd

You have just sent a nudge.

ZhiXiang (Online) says:
?"

❤ yea.thats me in the display pic. i cut my hair. xp says:
D;
❤ yea.thats me in the display pic. i cut my hair. xp says:
__

❤ yea.thats me in the display pic. i cut my hair. xp says:
uu shd praise my pic

❤ yea.thats me in the display pic. i cut my hair. xp says:
;D

ZhiXiang (Online) says:
ya

ZhiXiang (Online) says:
very nice

❤ yea.thats me in the display pic. i cut my hair. xp says:
yea

❤ yea.thats me in the display pic. i cut my hair. xp says:
;D
thanks ar

❤ yea.thats me in the display pic. i cut my hair. xp says:
;D

❤ yea.thats me in the display pic. i cut my hair. xp says:
;D

❤ yea.thats me in the display pic. i cut my hair. xp says:
do uu like my short hair

❤ yea.thats me in the display pic. i cut my hair. xp says:
?

ZhiXiang (Online) says:
ya

❤ yea.thats me in the display pic. i cut my hair. xp says:
do uu think i look chio?

❤ yea.thats me in the display pic. i cut my hair. xp says:
;D

ZhiXiang (Online) says:
ya

❤ yea.thats me in the display pic. i cut my hair. xp says:
yay/

❤ yea.thats me in the display pic. i cut my hair. xp says:
!!!!!!!!!

❤ yea.thats me in the display pic. i cut my hair. xp says:
;D

❤ yea.thats me in the display pic. i cut my hair. xp says:
do uu think i chio?

❤ yea.thats me in the display pic. i cut my hair. xp says:
like SERIOUSLY

❤ yea.thats me in the display pic. i cut my hair. xp says:
;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

❤ yea.thats me in the display pic. i cut my hair. xp says:
:P

ZhiXiang (Online) says:
ya

ZhiXiang (Online) says:
like seriously

❤ yea.thats me in the display pic. i cut my hair. xp says:
thanks arh.

❤ yea.thats me in the display pic. i cut my hair. xp says:
truth ritte

❤ yea.thats me in the display pic. i cut my hair. xp says:
;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

❤ yea.thats me in the display pic. i cut my hair. xp says:
;D

yea. i noe im VERY thick skin.
but the funny thing is.
my display picture is jacky's face.
hahha.
lols.
im very lame.
but its okay.
i realised i should love my PERSONALITY.
hehs.........
i think my next post would prolly be about my PERSONALITY.

stay tune peeps. ;D

love the whole flat world
except uu.
;D
im sorry. ha.

2008-11-07T22:50:00.002+08:00

fight till the end yo!

im like sad now.

becos...

jacky tok to me on msn.

halfway i fucking dc.

damn it.

den aft tht we tok for AWHILE only

he say he going out.

fucker.

top up phone lar.

im so bored.

and i've nothing to do.

today's drama came another JO.

lol.

but who cares.

its just another instructor.

didnt play much game.

straight away we were given script.

A THOUSAND CRANES.

and we were oso told to block it out.

damn.

so in my grp were

ME, YANSHAN, JANE, KARTHIK & NARVIN.

joanne gave us around 10-15min to do our work.

but we crapp to much.

so she decided to extend the time for us.

somehow...

karthik had a light bulb on his head

so he came out with an idea within 50secs.

lols.

and so...

our 1min preparation shit was the best.

;D
congrats.

so that's like all for the day.

kinda like crapp shit

compared to the rest of the days in this entire week.

CRAP!

and my mood keeps swinging.

its like during drama i was happy.

now im emo.

and its due to my surroundings.

i wish i were at home now.

but den i wouldnt be blogging.

i would be watching tv.

and SURVIVOR.

and GHOST WHISPERER.

damn...

i would be lying on my comfy lil bed.

in my bigbig room.

alone but happy.

of cos.

and den i would suddenly be very rich and i can afford baby with 10 top up cards.

of cos for myself too.

den we'll tok non stop.

if i manage to stay awake larhh.

today is a stupid day.

2008-11-07T22:28:00.003+08:00

i understand now.

like wads gone

its gone.

and wads not yours.

uu cant force.

but im still thinking of the happy times we had.

its great

its different from me being with my other friends.

i was crazy.

to think that uu would be my best friend FOREVER.

but its really hard to let go.

and now that uu have a better friend.

i really have to forget.

im learning, sweetheart.

its disgusting.

because i see the difference between me and her.

wad uu see in me

and wad uu see in her.

its really disgusting.

the difference is just too huge

and her.

and uu in the middle(who is neither like me nor her)

and i am sad we cant be close anymore.

but i tell myself its alright.

2 years

of friendship closer than the ones i had with people i know for 6 years.

although we arnt really that fated.

i wanna say......

i love you.

P/S {pics have got nth to do with the post}

2008-11-06T22:32:00.002+08:00

OH MY FUCKING GOD.
FOR GOD'S SAKE.
AND FOR EVERY BUSYBODY'S SAKE.
IM TELLING EVERYONE THAT I HAVEN BREAK WITH JACKY ONG SO DON ASSUME.
AND SAY THAT I HAVE NEW BOYFRIEND.
PLEASE.........................................

IDIOTS.
IF UU HAVE NTH BETTER TO DO.
GO JUP DOWN THE BUILDING.

FUCKERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-11-06T20:13:00.002+08:00

fucker yo!

omg larhhhh.
today's drama was like effing fun can!!

we all had a story to say.
don we?

im glad that.
at least im not the only one with weird family members.
haha.

gosh.
ghost stories.
in dance room.
on a thursday.
great.

haha.
and jane,shan and i ate at ssc's macs today.
oh my god.
i was still dreaming of jec's macs.

so crap can..
stupid renovation.
better be good.
or else i will sue the contractor until his pants drop.

today i toked to jane alot.
and its like keep toking that kind.
shan's like a bit out larh.
hahah. so damn sorry.

["我跟你報個pai seh"]

haha. lols
den she say she wanna be a nun alr.
ahahha. jane say she will have sex with monks cos she'll be too horny alr.
amithaba.
lols.

and its so sad can..
tomoro jo won be coming for drama.
we'll only meet her again aft 9 lessons.
so another instructor will be taking over.

fuck fuck.

crazy shittts.
bitched too much today.
but its ok.
heh heh.

and yea! MENTOS!
i tok the grape tube!
chew chew chew.
om-crap.
today's post is so lame.

i think its becos i dono wad to say
but im high inside.

lols.
happy and excited and traumatised and freaked out by too many things all together.
its kinda weird.

but im gonna be alright soon.

and abt the girl(i wont mention her name)that janee and i were bitching abt,
if uu think that uu are like real close with jacky,
and thinks that he shouldn't stead with ppl like me..
well.. think abt it.
if uu are close with him,
and uu are" so much better den me"
why didnt he ask uu to be his girlfriend.

the reason being.
uu are too black and FUCKING DISGUSTING with a fugly face and has no originality.
and uu are suck up slut and let guys touch uu even if they arnt even close to uu.
COS UU ARE A FUCKING PROSTITUDE!

jacky is jus friendly to ppl.
he is not close to uu.
uu can use to hang out with him.
but that doesnt mean anything crapper...
it just shows wad a dog uu were.
heh ;D
if uu are his close friend...
he would regard uu as one.
which he doesnt.

FUCK OFFFFFFF!

omg.
so many losers in this world.
wads the become of this universe.

i would like to dedicate this to ppl with
pretty,skinny and nice long/short legs.

yan shan's mum:
uu
don have to get jealous with ppl who has nice
legs.
cos normally,
they don have a pretty face to go
with.

2008-11-05T22:16:00.002+08:00

i just don feel good.

becos all i can think of is uu.

and that's wad hurts the most becos

becos

i noe i miss uu but i cant see uu.

but i cant stop missing uu

there must be something wrong in my brain.

the part whr all that belongs to uu are stored.

all the memories of just uu.

whhy does it keep repeating.

uu are making me feel weird inside

maybe its the hormones.

they are changing due to puberty.

thats why im like this.

or maybe

its just uu

2008-11-05T20:20:00.004+08:00

fatty yo!

hahha.

forged a very nice parent letter.

all thanks to afiq. ;D

he is so 'nice'.

lols. and drama was fun today.

we had a so called campfire before drama started.

xuan yi called it our campfire.

wadeva la. but we laughed alot.

joke around and it was uber loads of fun.

;D played VAMPIRE.

haha. i was the vampire twice.

heh heh heh.(evil laugh.)

killed so many ppl.

lols.

but it's fun to squeeze den to kena squeezed.

lols sounds wrong, i noe.

played THE BALL GAME.

and it was jnr vs snrs.

of cos...

WE ARE THE SENIORS.

except julie.

she joined the junior team.

but we still won.

and we are getting mentos tomoro.

and eat and kill ourselves.

cos mentos are poisonous.

omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ate PEPPER LUNCH.

so now i owe michael 5bucks.

D: damn it.

how i wish i don have to return him the money.

free meal. free meal.

lols.

and it was damn freaky.

the waiter that served us was JACKY'S FRIEND.

lols. and he was like" jacky girlfriend right?"

shocked my entire body.

lols. and i found out that his name is jonathan.

fucker.

he tot he don wan to tell me = i will nvr noe his true identity.

DUDE, WE SAW YOUR FREAGGING NAME TAG!

obama won.

random.

black!.

EEEEE.

racist.

lols.

i am so disgusted. why do u have to appear?

fucker loser.

just disappear from my sight.

thanks.

2008-11-04T20:59:00.004+08:00

hot yo!

hehes..
now that i noe wad class im going to....
i shall announce it to the whole world.
(at least to those who reads my blog)

im going to TRIPLE SCIENCE!

nah! i was kidding.
but its retarded.
uu noe why?
cos everyone tot that probably there wont even be a triple science class cos most ppl wanna go physics chem.
but amazingly,
there are two triple science class.
and six asean scholars in each class.

it was a major shock i tell uu.
shocked my cells .
they are still screaming from within.

and i got into bio-chem.
so expected.
but after looking the class lists of all the classes..

i tot that if i put triple humans as the first choice,
i would get in.
cos that's wad happen to this friend of mine who put triple humans as first choice and got in..
and her results are LOWER den mine.
yea.

but im happy in the class im in now.
;D
at least thats wad i think.
for now.
although only two other ppl from my class are going to bio chem with me.
but i thought it would be nice to make some NEW FRIENDS.
lol.
and there two who retained.
too bad.
D:

oh..
good news for me.
*** **** ****
retained!
congrats.

so glad we wont be going to the same PROM then.
i was rather irritated by that fact.
but it seems to have changed now.
;D
im so glad uu are no longer a snr.
but hope to call uu jnr too!
;D uu get wad i mean.

ps: [ for the above mentioned, if uu are guilty that he/she is uu, too bad.]

2008-11-04T20:32:00.002+08:00

shit yo!

that pic up there was taken by jane.

its my wanna-shit-face.

was having a stomach ache while having drama at pandan reservoir.

imagine me and the long way back to the school toilet that day.

goodness.

so glad i reached there ON TIME.

before the shit even come near to my ass hole.

lols.

so crap larr.

baby is freaking hao lian.

stop being so zi da when uu say uu hate zi da ppl.

hahaa.

but still,

uu are cute in my heart.;D

hehs...

no matter how ignorant and arrogant uu are.

and he showed me wad he'll be wearing for prom.

haha.

didnt say any single comment.

wad for..

praise hin so that he will be zi da AGAIN.

and go prom tackle girls.

(i noe he wont)

lols.

but he got hint me abt having one night stand.

not with me larh

but with other girls.

he keep singing this song that has got something to do with ONE NIGHT STAND.

loser larr he.

and his mum kept asking him to join CAMPUS SUPERSTAR.

oh pls...

ha. we were quarreling over who is the better singing.

and who looks more presentable and things like that

and he say of cos its him.

see.. ZI DA.

haix.

sometimes i find him like a small kid.

but at the same time,

he would like to take over everything.

uu get what i mean.

i dono what im toking either.

but wadeva it is larhh.

he's just adorable but annoying.

hehe.

im not kidding.

after all the scolding and shoutings i get from this ridiculous guy who happens to be my boyfriend,

he finally fell asleep.;D

hey! i just remember a word to describe him!

;D BITCH.

hahahaha.

i love uu baby.

im sorry i lied.

2008-11-03T21:54:00.003+08:00

wadeva yo!

guess wad im craving for now?

actually...

uu wont be able to guess it correctly.

cos there are just to many craves.

i hope that this christmas...

he can gimme that gigantic elmo that i've been eyeing at.

it cost $49.90

fuck that red fluffy bitch!

i told korr to buy.

and i will buy him a stich.

big one too.

and we'll have christmas exchange in our house.

its retarded, i noe.

and i told mahadhir the same thing.

get me that freaking elmo!

but dont uu think its best if he gave it to me?

so that's on my wish list.

but i noe no fairy or god would grant that wish.

fucker.

back to emo-ing again.

goodness.

wad's the become of me?

why is that uu are never there to catch my tears?

2008-11-03T20:36:00.004+08:00

maniac yo!

slack nowadays.

i wanna pon drama tomoro. ;D

hee ;D

great.

i have been emo-ing.

partly becos im crazy and i miss baby alot.

seriously. im sad i cant see him.

have to go sku so many days in a week.

yesterday went out with my idiotic brother.

we wanted to watch tropic thunder.

but sad. its M18. D;

so im too young for that.

but i'll try sneaking in next time i go out with darling.

so clever eh? ;D

hee.

and guess wad i saw this morning?

two maids camwhoring.

like wtf?

its funny sight to watch.

but its ridiculous.

are they like going to put those on internet?

hah for blind date ;D

today mum went to korea.

buy kimchi for me!!!

haha. so crazy over KOREA.

lols. hehehe.

and today ...

ahbi came to play with me.

(not jacky's brother)

he's freaking cute!

had water war.

felt young again.

yea. i love decieving myself.

but i cant help it.

everyone's telling me im 15 next year.

and that i should grow up.

not physically.

im learning.

tomoro, i will be able to noe which class i will be going next year.

tomoro, my class will be going for class chalet.

am i suppose to feel happy?

so mixed up.

crap larh.

darn it.

to baby

im sorry for your loneliness.

but i will make it up to uu.

4 more days to 16th month.

i love uu.

like always.

2008-10-29T13:02:00.002+08:00

holidays yo!

oh craps.

nvr blog for damn eff long alr.kinda miss my blog.heh. and yea. many things happened. ;D got back my results and they are god damn sucky.but its ok cos i aim for bio-chem anyway. ;D but i will work harder. im a good girl.

and i have a new bed in my room now. ;D so i think my room is... still not that nice.haha. and recently i have to go sku for drama almost everyday.for SYF.

;D;D;D im selected for cast!
after mrs crothers' inspiring speech .. i wanna get GWH for drama!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

btw, im logging in to the sku's com usinh LIM POK YEE haha from "2/1". ;D

2008-10-13T16:16:00.003+08:00

bitchy yo!

i miss uu.D:
orh...

could uu treat me better.
im like damn sad.
cos i feel that uu neglected me.
but i don dare to tell uu.
i wish uu were beside me now.
oh my damns.
D: uu've changed
too much.
im lost alr.
come back to yr old self.
i really miss uu.
i really wanna tell uu i love uu for a hundred times.
no. a million. or rather infinity
come back to yr old self my dear, come back.

2008-10-13T14:14:00.002+08:00

maniac yo!

gosh. im still in the i-am-bored mood.cos its always like that.gosh. lets rewindddddd back to 121008. plssss!!!!!!! D:and i miss ong lurhs!damn damn damn.

lols. i wann go shopping with mahadhir. ;D den i ask jacky along den the two of us will just keep copping his money. ;D whoa. lols. so gladdd! den i can buy all the things i wan for free ;D:D

lols. urgh. darling, whr r uu?

2008-10-13T00:24:00.003+08:00

nerdy yo!

im so bored.
and im crazily in a daze. still thinking of him.
obviously. he's so cute larh.
and handsome too.
omg.;D
haha. but he can be even better and he will be near to PERFECT.
god damn.
and he's got my water. cop my drink.
damn.
i forbid him to throw the bottle away.
bought that EVIAN for $2.30.
wtf rite. yea.
so he got my EXPENSIVE water. D:

thought i could do something more meaningful now.
like other den blogging.ya.
hmmm.
shall go to bed. ;D
nights darlings.
love uu!!!!!!!!!

2008-10-12T23:03:00.002+08:00

crazy yo!

today went out with darlings.
dear and wenyi.;D loves.

dear was like so fucking handsome larh!!!!
omg omg. and he is fat alr. awww..
meat here n meat there. lol...n near the butt area oso.

haha. we wanted to watch 'the days'. but don have
so ended up watching 'burn after reading'. wenyi chose it. curse her.
another nc16 movie n its terrible i tell uu. uuu must watch it.
its like alot of vulgaraties. but they don scold cheebye.
haha. but keep fuck here fuck there. so lame larh.
and i couldnt understand th fucking movie.
god damn. neither did they
so we just walked out of the theatre. ha $10 fly away. D:

but at least i am like happy i went out with dear.;D

its really nice,wonderful,great
to hug uu,
to lie on uu,
to kiss uu,
to squeeze yr fats,
to laugh at fat ppl with uu,
to sit beside uu,
to have uu holding my hand,
to just look at uu giving me a perfect smile,
to share a drink with uu,
to cuddle beside uu in a movie,
to see yr handsome face,
to do wadeva with uu.

;D
but at the end of the day,
we will still be separated.
i noe one day we'll be tgt again.
and i can kiss yr lippies;D n slap yr butt(without banglahs looking)
;D

im tired. but happy.

did had some regret though.
i love uu.

2008-10-12T00:53:00.003+08:00

pretty yo!

im missing darling every second.just find it so hard to sleep.
if only uu care a little more.

what are uu doing now?
did uu miss me today?
why didnt uu reply?
did uu miss me today?
what are uu doing?
why uu never reply?

am i annoying?

isnt it becos i love uu?

i miss uu my dear boy.
if only uu could understand what im going thru now.
i hope that uu will nvr leave me.
but its still far from knowing the truth.
i'll wait.

2008-10-11T23:09:00.002+08:00

sexy yo.

changed blog url.cos i've currently upgraded myself.im now mrs.
;D
tomoro im going town with darlings. and yarhh. staying overnight at darling's hse.
oh btw. i've updated facebook. friendster is like dead ya.
hope everyone can find their way to my blog ya.
;D
;Dgoodluck.

dear, i love you

2008-06-07T20:06:00.002+08:00

if i knew...
i would love uu more ...

11th month anniversary. ;D

happy anniversary to jacky dear. and me.

haha.
kinda miss uu alot cos i nvr see uu for a while.

D:

its kinda lonely feeling cos im not with uu..

but it shd be alrights.

this post is specially for us.

iloveyou.